Down and Whatever
Haven't written much here lately, Mom. I've been really down. It feels like I've taken a few steps backwards. I don't know if it's because of all the deaths lately in the music world or what - I mean David Bowie is so hard to take and then Glenn Frey - damn! I can't believe how fast Lemmy went. Had a birthday, a day later he's told he had cancer and maybe 2 months, 2 days later and he was gone.
For a couple of days there it seemed like musicians were dying 2 or 3 a day/night.
Go figure, me a horror fan to the nth and death brings me down.
I can't shake watching you take your last breath. I was already reeling at the speed in which you left, Mom. I miss you, Mama. I try to take in all the positive reassurances: They haven't really left us, they're just in a different form...... your loved ones reach out and touch you in dreams and sometimes in waking life.... Ugh
Strained my shoulder and I've had to baby it for a couple of days. Highly annoying. It's getting better as long as I don't lift a cat or do any hand scrubbing.
So tired, Mama. I don't think I'm getting enough sleep.
speaking, I just nodded off right now
For a couple of days there it seemed like musicians were dying 2 or 3 a day/night.
Go figure, me a horror fan to the nth and death brings me down.
I can't shake watching you take your last breath. I was already reeling at the speed in which you left, Mom. I miss you, Mama. I try to take in all the positive reassurances: They haven't really left us, they're just in a different form...... your loved ones reach out and touch you in dreams and sometimes in waking life.... Ugh
Strained my shoulder and I've had to baby it for a couple of days. Highly annoying. It's getting better as long as I don't lift a cat or do any hand scrubbing.
So tired, Mama. I don't think I'm getting enough sleep.
speaking, I just nodded off right now
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