I used to love Fall


11/30/14
Not doing totally well today, Mom. Not sure if I'm getting/having a sinus infection and getting sick or just depressed. I miss you, Mama.

I'm trying to eat better and I'm starting to take a muscle relaxer during the day. If they suggest surgery, I may take it.

I'm having more and more bad days with the issues relating back to the spinal damage that throws me into emotional and physical distress, talk about flashbacks and throwing me into PTSD crisis! 

Jackie and I haven't talked about it, I think her way of dealing is to ignore whatever is upsetting her.  

Two years, Mom. 

Fall and winter are hard without you. 


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