Letters to Mom

David Bowie, Prince, Alan Rickman, Merle Haggard, George Michael and now Carrie Fisher.  This really hurts, Ma.

Having a really hard time, Mom.  The anniversary of losing you, the weather changes, body aches, stress, losing cousin Jules and the incredible pain in my right arm, especially if I use it.  Dragon voice recognition is giving me fits on my laptop and I can't dictate out in the living room.  I'm scared.  I can't losing my typing abilities, Mom. Nick finally let loose and told Serena what's been bugging him for years, including stuff about Chris.  The abuse, unreasonable demands and controls and especially about treating him like he had comitted major crimes because he lost his schooling and job.  Serena talked with Nick today and said that she and David won't be offering to drive over and see Chris and his wife any more, Chris will have to make the outreach.  I guess they either talked with Chris and he admitted he doesn't want to see them or they finally believe Nick about some things.  David posted a quote from Oscar Wilde last night: "At first our c